Posted by toomuchpain on May 26, 2004, at 23:38:35
In reply to Re: U WIN .. I LOSE **MAY TRIGGER** » toomuchpain, posted by terrics on May 26, 2004, at 21:07:38
ok ok ..so as it goes my new t spoke to my former t and boy what he had to say was very very interesting ... she spoke to him about his feelings towards me and what his intentions are and it is scary.. he told her that .. he was attracted to me and wanted me in his life that he cares for me and that he will do anything to show it or prove it .. SCARY to me...she says she is going to take this to someone outside the company .... so i guess that means she is taking some sort of action against him hmmm ...
i thought if someone cared about someone they would do wut is going to make the other person happy ... my feelings are that him going about this the way he has is not making me happy it is making me very sad and angry.. to think that this man that i confided my every last thought too could do this knowing his job/carrar is on the line ... at one point in time this man was my world the one i trusted,loved,adored.dependent,attached to ... he was my breathe when i couldnt breathe and help me through so much ...now knowing this man could wreck everything he helped me to get makes me wonder what kind of person he is ... i want to blame myself for going through transference but isnt that a normal part if therpy? there was so many things i have said to him that i wouldnt tell anyone in the world not even my mother and me and her are like so so so close ...So ..in my opinion that have come too is that he wants me to go insane .. i think he wants to see me cry and shake and to hurt .. he wants to see me cuts on my arm he wats to kno i am sufffering ..
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