Posted by toomuchpain on May 25, 2004, at 9:02:15
HERE IT IS ... AS EVERYONE WHO HAS FOLLOWED MY POST U SHOULD ALL KNOW THAT I WENT THOUGH HECK AND BACK AGAIN WITH MY FORMER T .. I AM CURRENTLY SEEING A THERAPIST THAT IS AFFILATED WITH THE SAME LACE I ATTENEDED TO SEE EX T .. IT IS FUNNY THAT HE IS COMING BACK FROM HIS SUSPENSION AND JUST MY LUCK HE IS COMING TO THE OFFICE I AM AT CUS THAT IS ONLY PLACE THEY HAVE A OPENING I WAS TOLD IN ADVANCED SO IF I WANTED TO LEAVE I COULD .. I AM FINALLY ADJUSTUNG TO THIS NEW T AND BUILDING A SOLID REALTIONSHIP WITH HER ... NOW I HAVE TO DEAL WITH HIM AND HIS STARES AND HIS "HOW R U DOING'S" EVERYTIME I GO THERE ... I DONT THINK THIS IS FAIR TO ME ONCE AGAIN .. MAYBE I SHOULD JUST QUIT THERPY AND CRAWL INTO A WHOLE A HOLE..
WHEN I FOUND OUT HE WAS RETURNING I HAD SO MANY MIXED EMOTIONS ABOUT IT ..I BE CAME VERY ANGRY ..SAD .. HAPPY .. I HAD SEVEREAL PANIC ATTACK AND ALSO BEGAN TO CUT AGAIN DUE TO THE FACT IW ILL HAVE TO FACE HIM ONCE A WEEK AGAIN SINCE HE WIL THERE ... MY CUTTING IS RUINING THE LIL BIT OD SELF ESSTEM I HAVE BUT IT SEEMS TO BE THE O NLY THING THAT HELPS ME RELIVE THE PAIN ON THE INSIDE ..
poster:toomuchpain
thread:350388
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