Posted by kara lynne on September 13, 2003, at 19:46:06
In reply to Re: Trust, Resistance, Feeling safe in therapy/noa » kara lynne, posted by fallsfall on September 13, 2003, at 16:38:27
Thank you fallsfall. I wish I felt strong. I truly feel like a basket cast--I feel worse than ever. It's hard not to interpret that to mean that I'm doing something wrong. I keep thinking that if it were the right thing then eventually I'm supposed to feel better. I'm lonely as h*ll, I'm thinking about him constantly, I'm crying all the time, even in public. It takes me completely by surprise--I'll just mention casually that I've gone through a break up and I can't finish the sentence. I'm so tired, I'm aching in my bones like an arthritic old woman. I feel like I'm in worse physical health than ever, but I have no energy to take care of myself. I know I need to walk, at least a little, but I feel like I'm carrying a ton of bricks.
I'm sorry to be so qvetchy. I just don't get life.
I know, eat ice cream.
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