Posted by NikkiT2 on November 25, 2006, at 5:22:49
In reply to I just realized something, posted by Deneb on November 25, 2006, at 2:20:39
Deneb,
I think you know I know a hell of alot about BPD and do consultancy work for our government in the area.
Threatening suicide is ~not~ part of the disorder.
I won't be posting to you anymore, until you get help. You *have* to get help.
Yes I have been where you are, yes I attempted suicide *alot* (but never, ever, once threatened someone else with it).. But, I put my energies into fighting to get the care, help and therapy I needed.. That is what upsets me - your refusal to get help.. I never wanted to continue feeling the way I felt, I never enjoyed it and infact ~hated~ it with a passion. I begged and pleaded for help.. I went to voluntary services only to be turned away.. I went to the government begging for help.. I used charities and an online group specifically for people with BPD - http://www.bpdcentral.com/ BPD Central have a support message board. Give it a try, you might find it more your style than other boards have been.
And, muffled posted a very good post to you on admin explaining why people might get frustrated.. in the thread about this board.
I don't hate you Deneb, I feel frustrated, but there are very very few people I actively hate..
Give BPD Central a try...
Nikki
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