Posted by B2chica on March 22, 2016, at 10:01:22
In reply to Re: Tricyclics and bipolar depression » B2chica, posted by SLS on March 22, 2016, at 2:48:50
both of you are the best.
-when i talked with pdoc yesterday and mentioned tca i didnt specify and sure enough he picked amitriptyline. will take that tonight.
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on a side note. i had a little...um 'incident' last night. and i want to say it here because i want to lie to everyone else.eventhough the possibility of med change and potential hope was on the horizon, last night was again so bad. anxiety through the roof. i wanted to go for a walk, but my niece came over so i waited until she left... i had taken my nightly combo right before...
i ended up walking along a very busy street a long ways. i was purposefully walking near the street. got to a store, went in got a drink of water and came back out. ready to walk home....without the desire to reach home. i purposefully walked on the curb of the very busy street, partly to chicken to go out to the street, but also just hoping some car would mess up and jump the curb. not keeping my balance that great.. i didnt fall into the street though i did loose my balance a couple times..
well about 3/4 way home a cop pulled over. he told me he had gotten many calls and kept thinking i was drunk. i insisted twice not only was i not drunk i dont drink. he finally askee me if i had taken any pills. i admited that i had sleeping pills and was just so SO terribly tired i just needed some exercise to help me sleep.
well, i was about to continue walking home when it all hit me and i started bawling. i couldnt even continue on so he came over and insisted he give me a ride home (though still not that nice). i apologized profusely in between overwhelming waves of crying.so anyway... for the rest of the world, it was the sleep meds that made me wobbly and stupid and tired. for you folks.. i took a risk that at the time i wished would by some chance end my suffering. it did not. today i am glad.
http://mikejmoran.typepad.com/files/pedestrian-by-bradbury-1.pdf
too similar!b2
> > thnx link. very true.
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> > i was hoping pdoc would call in rx tonight, i havent heard anything yet...
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> Good luck, B2chica.
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> Linkadge is one smart guy, isn't he?
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> - Scott
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"What is madness, but nobility of soul at odds with circumstance.
The day is on Fire, and i know the purity of pure despair."
Theodore Roethke
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