Posted by ChicagoKat on September 27, 2012, at 14:14:51
In reply to Re: I'm in trouble, posted by jono_in_adelaide on September 26, 2012, at 23:57:07
> There isnt a day when i still dont think that it might be better to end it all.
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> When things were very bad, I managed to aquire 500 tablets of amitriptyline off of the internet.... and I cant bring my self to flush them.... it seems important to me to have that option avaliable, even if I have no intention of using it.Oh Juno, I hate to think of you feeling so bad. You are such a wonderful person and have helped me so very much I so wish I could help you. I understand keeping all that amitrypitiline....it's like a crutch that gets you through each day. But I so wish you could feel better so you didn't need it and could flush it. I would be SO sad if you ended it all. Do you have a good therapist? Mine is REALLY helping me, as are you and many of the people on this board. Hopefully you will find the right mix of drugs and a good therapist who really helps you so you can feel better. I wish it with all my heart. If you ever need to talk,just for support or b/c you are in crisis, I am here.
All my best,
Kat
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