Posted by ChicagoKat on September 24, 2012, at 18:55:34
I'm in my washout before I start Nardil. I have a week left and my mind and body are giving up. Tonight I talked to me husband and I asked, what if the Nardil doesn't work? It's worked for me in the past, but it seems every drug I've ever taken doesn't work for me anymore. Not even advil. I told him I can't feel like this the rest of my life and if the Nardil doesn't work we'll have to very carefully plan my death. His response? He told me to write down everything I want done and to make a copy of it for him. No sympathy, no love, no caring, no support. I'm married to an emotionless monster. No wonder I'm so depressed. I've been having dreams of when I was happy, when I had boyfriends who were fun and who made me laugh. I'm in hell.
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