Posted by SLS on September 27, 2012, at 8:19:21
In reply to Re: I'm in trouble, posted by jono_in_adelaide on September 26, 2012, at 23:57:07
> There isnt a day when i still dont think that it might be better to end it all.
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> When things were very bad, I managed to aquire 500 tablets of amitriptyline off of the internet.... and I cant bring my self to flush them.... it seems important to me to have that option avaliable, even if I have no intention of using it.You know, with all of the medical literature that I managed to get through, never once did I go out of my way to research how best to leave life via autoeuthanasia. I never formulated a plan. I simply refused to allow myself go there. The one time that I came close to doing so was while I was taking reboxetine. The degree to which that drug exacerbated my depression was horrific.
- ScottSome see things as they are and ask why.
I dream of things that never were and ask why not.- George Bernard Shaw
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