Posted by Susan47 on September 6, 2005, at 21:01:19
In reply to Re: rambelling, posted by alexandra_k on September 6, 2005, at 5:34:28
Nothing's "wrong" with you. Your dx's are just ways of describing behaviour. The behaviour EVERYBODY exhibits to Some degree, unless you're, like, Ghandi. So your behaviour gets a bit more extreme in some areas, at some times. Maybe even a lot of the time, but so what, those behaviours are just an automated reaction to protect yourself when you needed to do that .. you just need to learn and understand that you don't need the behaviours and the ways of thinking, anymore. Sounds so f*cking easy, doesn't it.
Trouble is, I believe it. You'll be okay, you need to trust yourself, who you are, who YOU are. Not anybody else, not anybody's else's STUFF is actually yours. You can let it go, you can put down the burden .. it's old, and huge, and heavy, there're big dirty ropes around it, tied up like a parcel in dusty limp canvas, used as a tent for thousands of journeys ...
You can let the bundle down. There's a new life just inside the gate, here .. I see children, a whole courtyard of kids just laughing and beckoning to you, everybody's smiling, water's being carried from the well ... someone beautiful is watching you, alex.
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