Posted by alexandra_k on September 6, 2005, at 2:41:37
In reply to fracture, posted by alexandra_k on September 6, 2005, at 2:29:55
the past is in the present too
its living inside us now
making us who we are
its experienced in the present
reminding us what we are
and no matter how you run
you can't beat time
it will always catch up with you in the endcontrol
ive lost my control
why can't i dissociate if im supposed to be so grand at that?
why can't somebody else deal with this if they want more time anyways?i don't understand
ive lost my control
but then i never had iti can't do it
just have this ability
to live in the fractureno wonder boulders move
its like how you have your visual field
and usually our attention just worries about that
doesn't worry about the blackness to the left of you
blackness to the right of you
blackness behind youand when you have taken a few to many mushrooms
the blackness comes alive
you discover another sense
vision to the side of you
behind you
opens up a hallucinatory worldand there you are in the fracture
but don't get lost behind you...
keep one eye to the front.and here i am precariously poised
between the past and the future
and i feel like i must sit on the fence here forever
and id quite like to fall...
but...one can hide in fractures too
i suppose
poster:alexandra_k
thread:551302
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