Posted by alexandra_k on September 6, 2005, at 5:34:28
In reply to Re: rambelling, posted by alexandra_k on September 6, 2005, at 2:52:32
and sometimes rambellings almost resemble poetry
but mostly not.
i do know what a mixed metaphor is
but i guess i am mentally lazy
confused
unclear
i've heard of people who visualise numbers as coloured balls
amazing...
i can visualise ppt. slides
but thats about it...
i guess i don't bother with metaphors properly
especially mine which are cliches any rate
don't visualise them
don't really see when they get mixed up
bad habit of lazy thought no doubt...
:-(i think my problem is...
thinking that there is such a thing as 'my problem'
just the one dear?
no. of course not.
i don't really know whats wrong with me most of the time.
lots of people have tried to tell me
what my problem is
what my problems are
usually... dx comes first
and then the problems are gifted
along with the dx.
but given how many dx's i've had...
i really don't know that i have much faith in that anymore
not for me
not in my case.
so what is wrong?
and never mind operationalisable
never mind something that has had stuff written about it
never mind suggested treatment strategies
never mind termination
what is wrong?
sometimes i feel really unhappy :-(
sometimes i feel lost in the past :-(
sometimes i feel fractured :-(
and i don't know whats wrong
and i don't know if i'm ever going to get any better
what the f*ck is wrong with me?
i don't know.
poster:alexandra_k
thread:551302
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/write/20050807/msgs/551309.html