Posted by vwoolf on September 14, 2004, at 9:58:51
In reply to Re: Mummy’s Little Shadow - Triggering » vwoolf, posted by gardenergirl on September 13, 2004, at 13:30:58
Thanks GG for the encouragement. I agree, I wasn't ready for therapy until now. I tried earlier but it simply wasn't possible to work through these things. I feel so much anger over all the opportunities that I missed though. Life starts to narrow down at 52. And pain at all the hurt I have caused that I can't take back. Hurt to my son in particular. He is seeing a Psychiatrist for depression, and I lay the blame at my feet. It is hard to feel kind towards myself. Perhaps I will have to learn forgiveness, and forgive my mother and father, so that I can forgive myself.
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