Posted by vwoolf on September 13, 2004, at 11:46:23
In reply to Re: Mummy’s Little Shadow - Triggering, posted by Jai Narayan on September 12, 2004, at 8:13:55
Jai, I haven’t replied to this message until now because some things in it struck me very forcibly, and I wanted to give myself time to think about them.
>>He didn’t even have to speak I could pick him out in a crowd.
I’ve been doing this without knowing it. Even my husband is the same physical type (oh horror!!!). Something about the shape of the head, the set of the eyes, and as you say, over sexualized. And he has taken me into very promiscuous situations too, with friends, sex workers…..even my baby son. And I’ve never felt I had the right to say no. I’m still with him, too.
I can’t actually believe I’m writing this. I feel sick. I think I want to die.
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