Posted by Deneb on November 14, 2008, at 20:45:28
I got triggered last night. I was chatting somewhere else and there was a private room with someone I wanted to chat with.
As I was exploring why I was so triggered, a painful childhood memory came up.
I felt so bad.
It doesn't seem like a big deal but it was to me.
I was little and I remember my Mom bought this clothes rack. My sister and my Mom opened the box together while I was at school or something. I wanted to open the box with them too. They threw away the box. I threw a major tantrum about the box for many days.
I spent many nights crying myself to sleep. It's still painful for me when I think about it.
Gosh, I'm about to cry right now just thinking about this.
:-(
poster:Deneb
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