Posted by TexasChic on January 23, 2006, at 17:58:02
In reply to Re: I've come to a conclusion. » TexasChic, posted by ClearSkies on January 23, 2006, at 6:49:31
Yes, I know you're right. Seeing that hot guy really helped remind me of that.
I've always had a problem getting obsessed with a specific guy. Even though I know better, logic doesn't always work. I know most of it has to do with the fact that I've never really had a serious relationship and I'm so lonely for one. I've never even really dated. I realize this is in part because of low self esteem from a crappy childhood, and then being my Grandmother's caregiver for several years. It made for a combination that kept me alone, and gave me excuses not to change.
I'm just ready to get my (adult) life started. I can't help feeling a little like a freak sometimes.
-T
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