Posted by alexandra_k on December 29, 2005, at 1:00:14
In reply to Re: sorry about that, posted by LegWarmers on December 28, 2005, at 23:42:19
i don't know :-(
it isn't just past stuff.
it is present stuff... the stuff that happens in the present. and that is what gets me thinking about all the stuff in the past.
but yeah...
my stepmother is insecure.
that is the problem.
thats why she is always trying to prove she is better than
and when i say something or make a suggestion or express an opinion that is different from hers
she takes it as a personal criticism and gets all defensive.
which involves her attacking mei dunno what the movie thing was about...
dunno.
the thing that drives me the craziest is her telling me to 'get your fingers out of your mouth' or to 'stop biting your nails'. i said 'you know i have been biting them for a long time and i think i probably always will' but that didn't seem to work. i really want her to stop with that. i have heard it ever since i was about four years old and it makes me feel SO F*CKING MAD on the inside. they are my hands. it isn't hurting you. i hate it when people say that too me. that is how i prevent myself from crying.
but no, one should aim for perfect nails...
(why? its harder to type and i can't zip a zipper if they are too long besides which the thought of dirt under my nails FREAKS ME OUT)
i don't know...
poster:alexandra_k
thread:592374
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/20051225/msgs/593003.html