Posted by alexandra_k on December 28, 2005, at 22:54:51
In reply to Re: sorry about that » alexandra_k, posted by Gabbix2 on December 27, 2005, at 23:56:11
> No Sorries! No SORRIES!
>
> Nuh UH..
hey. yeah. i understand... its hard because you just want them to be nice and seems they can only manage it for a while... then thats it. i went to stay with father and step-mother for a bit when i was 13 and i tried to hide in my room. 'cause i knew they didn't want me there and so i just tried to make myself as small and as quiet as possible. so they wouldn't notice i was there. so i wouldn't be a bother.but...
they sent me back to my mother anyway. and in so many ways... that was worse than when he left when i was a kid. because then i really realised that he never would make things better. and up until then... i thought he loved me. i guess i just had to believe it.
i'm sorry gabbi.
((((((gabbi))))))))
i'm sorry i haven't responded to your babblemail yet either.sometimes...
we just need to put it away and struggle on...
theres nothing to be done.
poster:alexandra_k
thread:592374
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/20051225/msgs/592930.html