Posted by Wildflower on May 28, 2004, at 9:06:28
I went out to dinner/drinks with my ex. This is the same guy who I swore I'd never see again after *dating* him off and on for three years. He bordered being verbally abusive with me and was a tad controlling.
I couldn't sleep all night because of the flood of emotions I was feeling. Love, hate, confusion, etc. Also, what possessed me to see him? What on earth is my problem?
The worst part is that I went to meet him immediatly following a session with my T. She repeatedly asked me if I was OK with seeing him but she never tried to stop me. I really wish she would have.
If I didn't drink last night, I would've taken a trazodone. At least I wouldn't be irritable this morning from lack of sleep.
I just feel like crying...
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