Posted by SandyWeb on March 27, 2004, at 9:04:19
In reply to Re: Sandy » SandyWeb, posted by sekou on March 27, 2004, at 8:10:53
Sekou,
I love the person that you appear to be. Such a strong lady with a good sense of humor!
But you are mistaken when you say that this is the point where we come face-to-face with our greatest potential ever. At least with me.
I've been putting on the strong face for too many years now. I've been doing the "in weakness, God is made strong" bit for an eternity it seems.
Now I come face-to-face with the fact.....that I'm TIRED.....tired, tired, tired, tired, tired, tired. I just can't seem to get anywhere....and I want to stop trying.
You have all been wonderful with your motivational speeches, and I'm sorry to bring you down and bore you away with my poor-pitiful-Sandy. I'm actually not feeling sorry for myself. I'm just deflated and worn out.
Maybe I should give that "heads up" to Dr. Bob. I don't know. Maybe I should just cry. Maybe I should run away to DisneyWorld!! Lol! Maybe I should dig a hole and bury myself in it. Maybe I should cuddle up with my little kitty cat. Maybe I should get drunk. Maybe I should sit out in the winter rain. Maybe I should slip in front of a car. Ha!! Maybe I should go see my doctor. Maybe I should rent a bunch of comedy movies and re-learn how to laugh. Maybe I should go back to my husband. Maybe I should try to find God again. Maybe I should wait on tomorrow.
Ramble, ramble. The brain goes clickety-CLUNK! Lol!
I'm cold, so I'm jumping back under my blanket again.
Me
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