Posted by tabitha on June 28, 2002, at 3:46:52
In reply to My new diet of styrofoam peanuts! Thanks Phil!! (nm) » Phil, posted by SandraDee on June 27, 2002, at 14:43:15
Phil I'm sure you look better with your ears in their current location rather than 45 degrees north ;)
Now back to my whole rancid drama...
-----------------------------------------------My friend replied to my email with a whole list of how her life is better since the forum.
I realized that the guy I used to date, who's now dating the friend, who dropped me unexpectedly with no explanation, did so right after his first forum class. I knew nothing about it at the time so I made no connection.
I also dredged up the last email he sent, the last time I asked to talk about our ending, to help me understand, and now recognize that the odd and emotionally empty things he said are jargon from the forum.
So here it is, the guy I was intensely close to drops me suddenly after his forum class, and the girl I was not close to at all suddently wants to be "close" after her forum class.
For over 5 years I've been hung up wondering why this guy dropped me like that, and hurting over it. How I wish he could have just acknowledged the relationship was too painful and he needed to end it to protect himself.
I'm still not finding it easy to let go of these two. I'm recycling my anger.
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