Posted by muffled on December 30, 2006, at 22:06:14 [reposted on January 1, 2007, at 21:50:12 | original URL]
In reply to Re: Time for a *sex trigger** thread. Hubby/wife stuff » muffled, posted by happykat on December 30, 2006, at 16:02:46
Thanks HK, I bookmarked the site.
I was peeking at it.
I think I will communicate to my DH:
That we should hug 1x/day everyday.
That sex is just not possible at this time.
Its not like its gonna be a newsflash to him that I been avoiding. Mebbe it will be good for him to know that I am acknowledging that I have a prob, but that I AM working on it.
I just feel so bloody awful about it.
I can't seem to keep kid mode at bay. I am WAY too much kid these days. The terror is too raw right now.
Reality is creeping in and my head hurts.
All the signs.
Too many.
I don't want this to be so.
And yet, theres just too much.
It keeps comming, and it gets harder to deny.
And I trying to pretend its a game for attn only.
But,
mebbe its not.
I really hate this.
It makes me angry.
Very angry.
Better to warn my T to look out.
This emotion stuff is so weird.
Muffled
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