Posted by corafree on October 15, 2006, at 1:10:46 [reposted on October 28, 2006, at 0:27:21 | original URL]
In reply to Re: Rainydayman is really Icecreamman! » corafree, posted by Phillipa on October 13, 2006, at 22:11:48
Sometimes I miss 'someone to take care of'. I've been living alone so long now.
He doesn't just bring 'one color' of a personality w/ him. He brings all the colors!
I've had the 'grounding man' and the 'normal man' and the 'boring man', and they were too complacent 4me.
Another thing, he does not see or hear things that are not there, try to fly from tall bldgs, or become paranoid. Aren't these symptoms of psychosis.
How much 'better' do I have to get to be 'at my best'.
The fact that I was abused too long has changed me and I will never be the same. Trying to find help w/ it, especially in 'the system', is impossible.
He spoke to me a lot about my abuse last eve' and I didn't realize he cared so much. There were many people that just turned and walked away from me when I reached out for help. They wanted to be my ex's buddies!!!??? ICM told me he understood what has happened to me and why I push peeps away. Boy did that feel good. To have it acknowledged.
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