Posted by alesta on May 1, 2005, at 10:06:24
In reply to ReFeeling sexual, Me too (whine) » alesta, posted by Susan47 on May 1, 2005, at 8:28:16
> Yesterday I was out and about, and there were so many MEN, and many of them were gorgeous, you know? And twice it ws on the tip of my tongue, because I was feeling very very sexual yesterday, it was on the tipe of my tongue to make an advance, you know, straight out to ask ... but my better sense said, no, you might regret it if he goes for it... and the scary thing is I wouldn't have been embarrassed by a "no", you know, because I would've felt good about taking my choices into my own hands for a change, about being the first one to make a move ... I can't believe how randy I felt yesterday. It was nice, because I thought I'd lost that forever. Every time it goes I think I've lost it forever, it's so sad, it's terrible to be alone when you're feeling sexual but just as bad to be alone and not feeling sexual, being alone just sucks.
i hear you. if i'm not in love with someone, it seems like there are hot guys everywhere. on tv, at the supermarket, the mall, etc. i was at the supermarket the other day and this guy hit on me..i had *no* makeup on, so i couldn't believe he was..(in the past i would've rather died than gone out without any makeup, so that is major for me that i can do that.)anyway, i know what you mean about being alone sucking. but actually i'm cool with it today. for the first time in a while. hmm..wonder why.:)
amy:)
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