Posted by biohazard2 on November 30, 2004, at 14:10:28
In reply to Re: my wife just left me.....How are you?, posted by Susan47 on November 8, 2004, at 12:06:03
thx, for the kind words.
sorry i haven't posted in a while i have been distracted by good things.
some good news is that i haven't been drinking, that part was easy. and while i missed it at first, i do not now.
anyway... i used to be an artist in a galaxy far far away. i have resarted that gift and am putting it to good use. in the 3 weeks that i have been drawing again, i have had an offer for a series of sketches, and also to contribute to a well known and established horror anthology. yippee!! so at least now i am busy, and will be for some time, past projects i put off, i am now completing. the talent was never lost, but the skill is slow to come back. but is is coming, and i couldn't be happier or prouder.
but there are still times of sorrow, like last night. she didn't call me, and that destroyed my motivation.
she came over saturday and brought me some leftover ham she cooked for thanksgiving, then she wanted to go shopping, so i did. i spent all of four hours with her. then she said she had to go spend some time with her mom, WHOM SHE LIVES WITH. wtf? (sorry, dr. bob)
i dunno, she has settled back into the routine of living with her mom like before she meet me. she has her and the cats. i have nobody in the house except for my connections to friends on the internet, so i am alone. but at least for the while i am productive.
i was thinking the other day, i don't know if i would even forgive her for abandoning me if she came back. i am bitter. but getting better, but not over her.
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