Posted by biohazard2 on October 26, 2004, at 11:45:25
i am so very sad. my wife left me on monday afternoon. before that she had left on saturday, angry with me and wouldn't talk. she came back on monday and packed up everything and took the cats, too. i have never cried so hard and begged in my life, however she still left me.
i am biopolar 2, and the breaking point was the drinking. i was manic friday night and had to resort to the beer to calm down after she went to bed. i'd say i drink every or every other friday. i am not abusive, just annoying.
she said i broke my promise and was leaving. we have been together for 5 years.
she called my sister and mother and told them to look after me, because i seemed at a point i would do something stupid.
my mom said i she told my sister that she was tired of me talking of my illness. and was tired of taking care of me. mom also added i was overweight and that played a factor. i have put on weight with the meds. i am sure you know the story.
i have done nothing but love her and take care of her with her migraines. which she has about every week. i never tire of taking care of her. i truely do love her, maybe too much some have said.
she later said while i was sobbing that we were no good for each other right now.
i feel like i am living in a surreal world. this isn't supposed to happen to me, just other couples.
she text'd me saying that she loved me and would call me. i don't know if i can talk to her without crying.
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