Posted by saw on November 8, 2004, at 0:15:12
In reply to Re: I'm physically shutting out my husband:Saw, posted by Susan47 on November 7, 2004, at 22:06:09
Thank you everyone for your kind words, all of which I know are true (and I know they are true) but that I am finding so very difficult to put into practice. I guess I am really feeling hurt about the whole deal because I have not changed any habits, in fact, bettered them.
I had two social engagements with my husband this weekend and almost did not go to either because of they I felt I looked. My husband was so understanding. I went and I behaved (I didn't even drink much) Everytime I try and look at myself from my husband's eyes, I still see what I am seeing. I don't know where or how to start working on this problem. I am grateful that he loves me, and tells me that. Even if he has stopped telling me I am beautiful. (Probably because I can't accept the compliment anymore.)
Anyway, with all that said, my poor stomach is so sore from punching it this weekend. I think I damaged some internal organs. My husband just gave me a sardonic look and said "did it help?". Ugh, he's too smart.
Thanks again for all your kind, supportive and thoughtful words. I appreciate it so much.
Sabrina
(Susan - have missed you! Welcome back)
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