Posted by saw on November 5, 2004, at 0:38:18
because of the way I look and feel about my body. He is being so patient and I believe that he understands but I cannot bring myself to let him touch me the way that he used to. I physically cringe when he runs his hands over a fat roll. I flinch and pull away all the time. He is using humour to cope with it but I am hurting. I miss him physically, so very much, but my body is revolting and I am so ashamed.
How much more of me and this behaviour can he put up with? All I ever wanted was to make him proud of me. Now he has a baby whale to call his wife.
Sabrina crying tears of blubber
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