Posted by dazedandconfused on October 13, 2004, at 11:53:22
In reply to Sorry, posted by AdaGrace on October 13, 2004, at 10:49:12
Ada,
I can so relate to your posts. I wrote you a lengthy reply on the Newbies board (where you first posted), but it wouldn't post becuase I wasn't a newbie. I so relate. Sad news is I am still suffering. Relationship started six years ago, has ended several times but always starts up again for a brief time. Nothing really ever happened physically and we haven't seen each other in four years. Just occasional phone calls and emails. I truly feel I will never get over it. And I am married to a wonderful man who has supported me unconditionally through my depression. He has no idea about the relationship and would probably leave me if he did. I haven't worked in almost five years. So I feel really low. I have no idea how to get over the guilt. It seems like I do for a while, and have gone an entire year without talking to him. But I call, or write, we get along for a few short weeks. And he rejects me. It just reopens the wound.I can so relate to the pain in your posts. But you are worthy. You are able to work. You have children who depend on you and love you. You do have a husband that you may work things out with.
Hopefully someone out there can give us both some words of advice.
dazed
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