Posted by Annabelle Smith on December 11, 2010, at 21:15:05
In reply to Re: thoughts and over-attachment/ idealization, posted by Annabelle Smith on December 11, 2010, at 21:01:04
so, the jealousy is towards the other clients, but in particular towards the other student clients, who are probably more like me. The more like me they are, the more jealous I will feel. That's my secret that I would feel so embarrassed to tell him.
I have always thought to myself that I never want to see another client leave and have to encounter the person in passing. This was especially how I felt at the counseling center-- I didn't want to have to see another student leave a session.
Maybe this is something about the desire Pegasus talks about in another post of wanting to have him be a therapist all to mysefl-- wanting his total care and not having to share. I know that is so unreasonable, but I think you right, that it points to deeper attachment issues. I have read some on attachment theory and quite a bit on ORT. I actually understand a lot of this on an intellectual level, but emotionally can't even begin to get through it all.
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