Posted by TherapyGirl on July 10, 2009, at 16:35:46
I'm so sorry to keep dumping my sh*t on this board. I don't have anywhere else to really dump it. I have one friend who doesn't get it at all and one friend who tries mightily and gets some of it.
I feel like there's been a death in my family with no funeral AND it's a big secret. I'm stuck once again mourning completely by myself.
I'm also struggling with whether or not I've been wrong about T all these many years. What if she was never who I thought she was? Why does it feel like she spent 24 years telling me I'm not worthless only to slap me in the face with how worthless I really am?
I really, really just want to stop. I can't breathe.
poster:TherapyGirl
thread:906084
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