Posted by Sigismund on March 25, 2009, at 18:07:08
In reply to Re: does anyone remember feeling suicidal?? (trigger), posted by SLS on March 25, 2009, at 7:20:46
Living with depression (or whatever) for me involves being aware that part of me thinks everything is a mistake and it would be a very good idea for it all to stop immediately, over and above the vileness that is part of the world and (I feel obliged to say) me.
This is balanced, in an extreme kind of way, by the fact that the world is such a beautiful and magical place.
So yes, I know always how it makes a lot of sense to cease to exist, and how to cease to be might make the world a better place.
This (I suppose) is living with ambivalence.
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