Posted by happyflower on October 26, 2008, at 13:13:05
In reply to I need a new me...., posted by rskontos on October 22, 2008, at 17:16:25
Oh, Rk, you are being too hard on yourself. You are in the process of healing in so many ways. It feels awful I know, but there is light at the end of the tunnel. Once your physical stuff is taken care of, the emotional burden of therapy won't be as heavy, in fact you will be able to process even more deeply I think.
I think not committing to therapy completely may be your body telling you, hey, I need to base one before I can make a homerun. Use therapy for support right now until you get your physical stuff in order. I even wonder if part of the level of feeling so bad is a big part physical.Taking a creative class could make a difference in you too, as long as it isn't too demanding. But just keep in mind in enhancing your creative mind, your past might more readily come to surface. There is so many studies that believe most "artist" or creative types have suffered in their past and their creative ability is enhanced due to their past. Playing music and writing poetry made me feel again. Sometimes it was good, and sometimes it brought back some bad memories. (((((RK))))) you are special and we don't want a new you, just a healed you.
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