Posted by lemonaide on October 1, 2008, at 22:18:24
In reply to Re: Why do I feel so angry now? » lemonaide, posted by lucie lu on October 1, 2008, at 21:41:49
Thanks everyone,
I am also going to see my reg. doctor first thing in the morning. I made an emergency appointment to get in. I can feel myself slipping again in that deep hole of worsening depression. I think I need a higher dose of meds. This thing with my T is hurting me more than I realize,the 1 year anniv. of my brother and my granddaughter Lia's death is a month away. Plus I am turning 40 in a couple of months and for some reason that is bothering me. I am trying so hard, I am going to sign up again for that internship, maybe helping others will make me feel good.
For now I just don't like living right now, I am not suicidal, I just am tired of hanging on, I am tired of pain. I just don't like my life right now, and I wish I could take a time out from everything, wifehood, motherhood, therapy, everything. I just want to hide away from the world. I just hate living right now.
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