Posted by raisinb on May 4, 2008, at 17:45:13
In reply to Re: guess I'm getting there *suicide trigs* » raisinb, posted by Dinah on May 4, 2008, at 13:48:01
Attached? That doesn't even begin to describe it :). I feel like there are big ropes coming out of my internal organs, tied to her at the other end.
I did leave once, for about six weeks. I was determined I'd pull it off, but it didn't go so well. I got depressed and lost so much weight people were constantly freaking out when they saw me. I did TRY, but it felt like heroin withdrawal (not that I know what that feels like). I even tried two other therapists. It felt so bad and fake to see someone else I never went back. So switching is kind of scary.
This is why I want her to dump me. Because I can't do it myself.
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