Posted by raisinb on May 2, 2008, at 10:10:34
Getting to be officially suicidal, anyway. My depression gets worse and worse. I had a terrible session yesterday where my therapist was in her cold, withdrawn mode and I therefore couldn't speak for half of the session. That was the last straw.
I lay awake most of the night making plans, figuring out how to get it done and to get everything tied up before then.
I know people will suggest taking meds. But what is the point of taking a bunch of pills to continue a life that's pointless in the first place? It's just silly.
I wish there were people who would help you. Like Kervorkian. Are there people like that? I am afraid by myself I will screw it up.
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