Posted by CareBear04 on April 17, 2008, at 0:48:27
In reply to Re: should i walk away from therapy?, posted by Happyflower on April 16, 2008, at 10:36:33
since my appointment early this week, i've had all these thoughts that i couldn't or at least haven't said, and i've thought about writing and mailing them to my T. i've been reading through my old journals week, and it brings up a lot of memories than i'd forgotten and some good reasons to call it quits with him.
i called him earlier and left a message telling him that i can't make my next appointment. i meant to say that i wanted at least a break, but i couldn't say it. so i said that we should maybe reschedule... or not. why can't i just say what i mean?!!! i really don't have anything that conflicts with my monday appointment; i'm just confused and conflicted about whether i should go.
so what do you all think about writing the letter/card? i know a lot of people on this board do give things to their Ts in writing or else read aload, but i'm not sure how my T would react. i'm sure it's not unheard of, but i feel like my T already has me in a class of my own as far as trouble goes (compared to what i think is his basically functional and successful patient population) so i don't want to stick out even more.
but that's all assuming that i even continue with him...
thanks,
cb
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