Re: i feel sick with grief when i think about it

Posted by crushedout on April 3, 2008, at 21:08:58

In reply to Re: i feel sick with grief when i think about it » crushedout, posted by Dinah on April 3, 2008, at 21:04:51

Yeah, that sounds rough. I have to keep reminding myself that she obviously can't write how any mushy feeling stuff because that would be unprofessional. Doesn't mean she has no feelings. Although even if she did (have no feelings), would it matter, since she can't express them to me so I'll never really know?
Blah blah blah. Rhetorical questions. I guess what makes mine hard is that we spent three and a half years together and to me it was very intimate.
> The worst I got was even colder and more professional. It was from a pdoc, and was obviously a form letter. Except I think it said that I wasn't welcome to come back. Maybe not that obviously, but no door was held open.
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> I destroyed it pretty quickly. I had been embarrassed by my own behavior. I saw him while I was on Wellbutrin and I was not at all my normal self. My normal self can be needy and unreasonable, but on Wellbutrin I turned into the client from H*ll. My next pdoc put me on a mood stabilizer, then took me off Wellbutrin, and we got along fine.

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Re: i feel sick with grief when i think about it » Dinah crushedout 4/3/08
Re: One more thing ... » Annierose crushedout 4/3/08
if that sounded sarcastic, it was unintended. (nm) crushedout 4/3/08
Re: i feel sick with grief when i think about it » crushedout Dinah 4/3/08
Re: i feel sick with grief when i think about it crushedout 4/3/08
Re: i feel sick with grief when i think about it » crushedout Dinah 4/3/08
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Re: letter from T hurts, trying to move on fast » Happyflower crushedout 4/4/08
Re: letter from T hurts, trying to move on fast » crushedout raisinb 4/4/08
Re: letter from T hurts, trying to move on fast » raisinb crushedout 4/4/08
p.s. » crushedout crushedout 4/4/08
oops above post for raisinb (nm) crushedout 4/4/08
p.p.s. » raisinb crushedout 4/4/08
Re: letter from T hurts, trying to move on fast » crushedout raisinb 4/4/08
I emailed her crushedout 4/4/08
oops crushedout 4/4/08
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