Posted by rskontos on February 4, 2008, at 12:52:25
In reply to Re: New Question for anyone » rskontos, posted by DAisym on February 4, 2008, at 12:39:08
Daisym, I will take this to therapy. I think it is important for me to know I will still have what little power I think i have. Sometimes I feel I have none and I must work at getting it back from everyone, my husband, my children, and my past. I have allowed so many people to take it away, and I thought by hiding I was keeping it. Ha! what a joke and what denial.
Now one other question, boy I am full of them. I believe you have flashbacks, if I have mistaken that I am sorry. If you do, or if you have thoughts on this, my question is do you think the mind can make them up. My flashbacks I struggle with believing them myself. At the time, I do. It is only later, I try to tell myself well maybe this isn't true or it is distorted by your mind.....it is like my mother or someone else is inside my mind. Why can't I even believe me. So I ask everyone here what do you think about it and maybe I am opening pandora's box? But I ask this of my therapist and I don't recall him answering or I dissociated that part. In any case, he did not answer or I missed it. I will re-visit this with him too along with this discussion.
rsk
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