Posted by sunnydays on December 9, 2007, at 15:25:09
In reply to Re: not feeling close **abuse trigger?..... long, posted by muffled on December 7, 2007, at 19:10:42
> *what were you doing reading a book like that in gr 4?
**** Let's just say my mom has very bad judgment... and I had to read books for young adults anyway when I was that age because the others were too easy for me. But there were certainly choices that would have been better.
> I tend to minimize and disbeleive as well. Which I think angers parts. Alot.
**** I think my little girl just gets frantic and abandoned-feeling when I do that. And then I get even clingier to T.
> *proly eh, hard to be an adult with a tantrummming chuld inside. Damned uncomfortable all right.
**** Yes indeed. I was stomping my feet on the ground the other day because I couldn't find words to tell my T in an email how I was feeling. It was a really intense feeling, but there were no words, it seemed like.
> *some sessions just suck. But some are good, and everything in between. I think he is being honsest w/you as he can SD and that is GOOD. For me it is EVERYTHING. My T goto be honest, cuz i guess despite the fact I trust her, I seem to spend much time distrusting her...
>**** Yes, he is definitely being honest. And realistically, I think that is good for me. It helps me see him as more human, I think. More real. And that is a good thing, since I tend to idealize him, and want him to be perfect.
> *well if you just kinda trail off, he's proly wondering where you go.
> Are you having an internal dialogue? External dialogue? Are you going other places etc.
> Just to help him understand where you at is all.
> Mebbe you could try and describe how it is for you.
> Then he could help to bring you back when you go.
> Just my thots ((SD))
> M**** Thanks muffled. Yeah, we've talked a lot about what happens and he already knows ways to help me come back (they don't always work, but sometimes), so that's why I was confused. But I'm not too worried about it anymore. It was just that combined with the hard session, I guess.
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