Posted by rskontos on December 6, 2007, at 11:20:14
In reply to I would like to reiterate what Twinleaf said » rskontos, posted by seldomseen on December 6, 2007, at 9:19:34
Seldon, thanks so much. I really needed that cause today I cant stop the hurting and crying. I just stupidly google to see how pills I could take just to make me sense for a long time. I have cried everyday cause it so much trying to help my son through his teenage stuff, my daughter is away at school and I am suppose to do the things she cant and my husband is gone for weeks at a time and being mom and dad sucks now when I can't be me even. My emotions are too unsettled by all of this and I can't even be a good mom. I have so many things I need to do to make decisions and I just can't. I am like a helpless baby right now.I tried calling my H to get his input but he is busy. I need to be busy but I can't even make a decision about what to do first. So instead I sit and cry all day. Or fight with myself. Or feel defeated. Right now my head seem blank. I am not a real person. Everything that involves going out around people well uggggg. I resent the things my college age daughter left behind for me to take care of. If I was better well that would be ok but I am not. And none of them know the struggle I am dealing with becuase it is easier to pretend I am ok then for them to take part in this. I am sorry I need to go now. Thanks guys for listening. rk
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