Posted by muffled on October 10, 2007, at 13:52:30
In reply to Re: and this was only the last 10min of session! » antigua3, posted by B2chica on October 10, 2007, at 11:17:04
> i'm scared to call, and scared not to.
> im so confused as to what to do i'm doing nothing.
> when i think i'm gonna call, i get all frozen and then angry, so angry i wanna hit, then i say i wont call and calm down.
> but i'm sad and want to...it's not littleone sad...its me.*well FWIW when i used to get all messed, seroquel helped calm me....
Could make things easier...
Once you've weaned...
> i feel unsafe, unsure, unprotected, misunderstood, alone.*Oh boy....you not alone in the world, mebbe IRL at home, but worldwise, you so not alone..I'm out here...
As far as unsafe, maybe, but your T really put you thru your paces last session, OMG did she EVER. And you did OK. It was hard, but you guys did OK. Try and give yourselfs some credit...
You made it this far, no quitting now. Tell alla yourself that. Mebbe you guys might manage to talk bout that some.
Unprotected...mebbe...but yu got the love for your babe, you got hubby, you got T, you got babble, you got internal protection, mebbe even an angel like mebbe me?> i feel like everyones on this beautiful cruise ship and they've put me away out in the water behind the boat, albiet with a life preserver around my waist....but trailing behind, no one to talk to, no one to help. and all i want to do is thrash the water and then relax and let gravity take its course.
>
*OK, I come into boat with you!!!!! YA!!!!! LOVE IT. We sit in back and yell F*CK YOU to them fancy cruise people.
THEN! at night, well puul up the rope...come aboard...and go and PISS IN THE POOL!!!!! Swipe some smokes and beer and food, sneek back to our boat, and PARTAY!!! And yell f*ck ya at them other cruisers for awhile.....bet B4 ya know it EVERYBODDY gonna WANNA be on OUR boat cuz we the FUN ONES!!!
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA F*CK YA!
:-)
M
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