Posted by B2chica on October 10, 2007, at 11:17:04
In reply to Re: and this was only the last 10min of session!, posted by antigua3 on October 10, 2007, at 11:11:06
i'm scared to call, and scared not to.
im so confused as to what to do i'm doing nothing.
when i think i'm gonna call, i get all frozen and then angry, so angry i wanna hit, then i say i wont call and calm down.
but i'm sad and want to...it's not littleone sad...its me.i feel unsafe, unsure, unprotected, misunderstood, alone.
i feel like everyones on this beautiful cruise ship and they've put me away out in the water behind the boat, albiet with a life preserver around my waist....but trailing behind, no one to talk to, no one to help. and all i want to do is thrash the water and then relax and let gravity take its course.
poster:B2chica
thread:788222
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20071009/msgs/788270.html