Posted by Honore on August 4, 2007, at 11:53:51
In reply to still feeling better, posted by LlurpsieNoodle on August 4, 2007, at 11:42:11
I'm so glad you're feeling better, as long as the apathy doesn't become its own form of oppression.
I'm feeling better too-- much less Emsam, no ritalin-- although exhausted, drained, and post-huge (justified, not panic-induced) fight with my SigO. I hope I don't further ruin the painting I ruined the day I was having my meltdown. It really shows up in the work I do now-- which I never noticed so much before. I only noticed it when I was depressed and angry. Now I see it so clearly when I'm really tired. I'm concerned that I get so tired- and when I was panicked, I could barely see straight, literally. But I see it almost every day, when I'm at all tired. Maybe I've also been having these small viruses, which I get from my T. (He seems to get them a lot.) Sorry, I"m rambling. But it's hard to realize, when it 's happening, that I"m not being careful, I'm not doing the things I need to do to keep the colors clear, just out of impatience and tiredness and vague desire to get something immediate done.
Is your day going along relatively well? Having already accomplished things early in the day-- you are so effective, Ll, you don't even realize, I think, how efficient and determined you are.
Honore
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