Posted by B2chica on August 3, 2007, at 11:07:50
In reply to Re: i did all the right things and i feel darker t, posted by LlurpsieNoodle on August 3, 2007, at 1:36:00
((((((lurpsie))))))
i dont mean to state the obvious but i think this dark you've fallen into lately is some to do with your 'father's' comment above...i think maybe it has upset you more than you've allowed yourself to express...Just don't push it down! ok?
let yourself express about what he said makes you feel, about how angry you are at him NOW and THEN!, but also at his 'decrepidness'. his illness/injury may make your emotions occillate between anger/pity/guilt or confusion..... make sure you're body recognizes these feelings are against HIM NOT you!
heck maybe make a little cloth doll of him and stick pins in it! ... ok, maybe not, but you get the point...
sorry if im way off base here lurpsie...
but i'm sorry you are feeling so down...-make sure you talk with doc about meds.
and lurpsie...i was just so happy and proud to see you say this:>>And I don't know what to do anymore. I think I will just tell my therapist that tomorrow morning. How much I desire some kind of change, some ray of hope, knowing that I'm not really functional in this world. Knowing that I'm not ready to leave this world
-this is just so wonderful...to see such retrospect, and to see you are actively trying to swim out of where you are right now.
it impressed me...and well, quite frankly, makes me realize where i need to be.you are a great person (((((((lurpsie...))))))
take care this weekend ok?
b2c
poster:B2chica
thread:773600
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