Posted by slugdoo on August 3, 2007, at 12:29:35
In reply to Re: i did all the right things and i feel darker t » LlurpsieNoodle, posted by B2chica on August 3, 2007, at 11:07:50
Didn't we both do the right things growing up? It didn't do any good because people still hurt us anyways. Why does the shadow of those people still haunt us? How dare they?
I think shinning light on them , well help them go away, Lluspie, your T can help.
My mom still tells people she doesn't understand what she did. I asked my T, did she really forget? He said probably not, she is in denial and don't want to face the truth of what she has done. He told me don't expect her to ever "realize" what she did and have remorse. I have to learn to move on without her ever realizing the depth of what she has done.I can hang out in the tunnel with ya if you would like. It would be nice and cool and not so much light. It is okay to hide for awhile, to rest, to hope things will change.
I am not sure what i am even saying Llupsie, I feel so removed from myself right now, so I will be in the tunnel if you want to visit me.
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