Posted by frida on June 17, 2007, at 2:17:24
In reply to Re: Please, I need help (about long-term T) » frida, posted by muffled on June 14, 2007, at 18:22:54
Dear muffled,
thank you for your response...
I am trying to hang on until i see her again and I will talk to her about it.I feel the same way, it's not that I don't want to, it's just that something stops me, i really don't know how to get past those defenses either.
I did tell her after it happened, that I was feeling "the bad stuff". I told her a little bit. But when it was happening and she asked me I just smiled and said it's ok. :-(
I am scared of losing her, she gave me the protection and validation I had never had in my life before. I can't lose my safe place. I will have to talk to her and at least explain to her how she has helped me, because maybe at the moment she doesn't know that..
i just don't want to lose her. I cried myself to sleep last night thinking.
Thank you for your response...
it means a lot.
Frida
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