Posted by crushedout on May 6, 2007, at 10:24:13
In reply to Re: revenge fantasies » Daisym, posted by crushedout on May 6, 2007, at 0:04:44
I guess people are really uncomfortable with extreme anger and the idea of revenge, but this is something I'm going through and I need support for. This is a VERY healthy way for me to express all of this: here, to all of you. I get very testy when I feel like someone is discouraging me from expressing these desires because keeping them all in has been so destructive to me. Trust me. You have to believe me that I've been taking all this anger out on myself and right now I'm desperately trying to turn that around.I'm trying to do that with all of your support.
This is just an explanation for why I get cranky when people tell me what I'm doing is not healthy. What I was doing before wasn't healthy. I need to do this. Please help me to if you can. Otherwise, I don't need more lectures. They make me feel like a bad, dumb person. And I'm not.
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