Posted by Phillipa on October 8, 2006, at 17:06:02
In reply to Re: Can so be fixed » Dinah, posted by Jost on October 8, 2006, at 13:41:13
Jost exactly. I feel like my head is swinging back and forth. Should I do this if I do this will happen, no if I don't do then I will not overcome my fear, but wait the last time I did this something awful happened that negated the good. It applies to people as all my life I've never been a coffee clathcher. I used to be fine by myself now I hate it. I keep telling myself tomorrow as today is Sunday I'm call the therapist my Daughter gave me the number of. Oh but wait I'm already worrying about waking up alone. Til I can get to where Greg is and what if the rain ruined the covered boat. It will be my fault. I must think I'm God or something. I've always felt the need to be in control. And now I'm not. I can't control my age . Love Jan
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