Posted by Phillipa on October 7, 2006, at 12:33:28
I think I know what my biggest problem is that's made me so hopeless and even put SI thoughts in my head at times. I'm older than all you. I'm 60 and feel that I want to be like my neighbors and with their husbands retired at my age. See I was married for 21years to the father of my children I've realized that if only we could have forgiven and started over from the cheating it was free love time that we would be together sharing memories. I have no one to share memories with and my husband now it's not his fault but he's l3 years younger than me. When he is retirement age I'll either be dead or in a wheelchair. how do I accept my aging the the medical problems that have started attacking my body and I physically can't work, follow him to his job custome boat painting self -employed and just sit there and watch him work? I have no friend, hobbies, etc, and always spent my time with my husband as friends. Do you think a therapist could help me before I go under. I'm so terrified and scared. Thanks Love Phillipa
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