Posted by wishingstar on October 4, 2006, at 21:29:27
In reply to Re: I ran into Anne hahahah » wishingstar, posted by annierose on October 4, 2006, at 16:29:27
You're right... I am better off without her "help". Some piece of me knows that. I definitely KNOW that I dont want to go back to full time therapy with her. But this crazy part of me just wont let go of the hope that shell hear me, just this once. But in reality, if she never has before, she isnt going to start now. I just cant help but wonder.. is she really so incompetent that she doesnt realize what shes doing could be hurtful (or thinks I'm being unreasonable in asking for it), or does she just not care? I wish I knew. I'd like to believe shes just so out there she doesnt realize it, but how could she not at this point?
In an odd way, it helps me to hear you (and the others) say that she seems unempathetic and selfish. It means this really is HER issue. She really is just bad at this. It's not my fault she's not terribly competent in some ways, and I didnt do anything wrong. I'm not asking too much or being too needy - thats probably the biggest part. Thanks for saying that.
The new T seemed very nice on the phone. I really hope I click with her as well. I could use a good success right about now.
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